I don't have any female friends and the only women I do know would not be beneficial. One doesn't really have any friends, plus she doesn't have her...
I started as a top and did not bottom to the extent of accepting anal sex until well into my fifties. But as I ventured into submissiveness taking it...
Perhaps it's not the physical side of it that isn't liked - and it is something that one has to get used to and be able to find the pleasure in being...
There is times I get it every time that day, I never will click on it, I just leave, come back later and it isn't there, seems to just come at random...